My Christmas

So how was your Christmas? Mine was great. The wedding planner starts planning her own wedding... : )

The Upside

Wow. Two weeks, three shots, and four prescriptions later, I am finally starting to feel normal again! Kinda sounds like a familiar holiday song...all I'm missing is the partridge in the pear tree. 

I promised I would share the upside. So how did I do it? I honestly don't know. I wish I had some inspirational tale of how I found a large check mysteriously placed in my mailbox. I had some really rough days at work and a few days I left early. However, somehow, things have been taken care of. Gas prices continue to go down (which is really good for me), I've stumbled across several coupons that have helped me out with christmas stuff, and I had a really successful day at work yesterday. Bills are paid, there is gas in my car, and I will soon be able to pay the balance for my logo, business card, and letterhead design. Mind you, I'm not completely comfortable, but I think I'm supposed to be finding the beauty in that. 

I don't think faith is a matter of knowing for sure that you'll be okay. If you knew for sure, then you wouldn't need faith. It's the uncertainty that God works through. It's a matter of not knowing where the money is going to come from, but knowing that you have a God that loves you. 

That's how I know I will be a successful wedding planner. As long as that is God's plan for me, of course. No matter how long it takes.